Friendship inconsistancy is hurting me today. Alot.
It's stressful to never know how you'll be treated, if you're wanted, or if it's genuine. I know that... long term... Not important. But short term exists. And in the short term this is not one ounce of fun.
I'm a shy little nut. So it's hard for me to be open or myself in general. It's not on purpose it just takes a really long time for me to make myself vulnerable.
frustrations.
Not trying to whine or anything, but what else is the purpose of this if I can't be honest?
Friendship is hard. Building it, maintaining it, ending it. It's all difficult. I don't think that's acknowledged honestly enough often.
Friends have the beautiful power to build you up, but they can break you down even easier. Sometimes it's not even on purpose.
That's what I am struggling with today.
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