So. I have gone through most of these posts (I got tired of reading my own thoughts halfway through may), and I deleted the ones that were sad or negative... It was very cathartic. There wasn't many depressing ones, but it was weighing on my soul to have them out there in semi secrecy. They're gone now though! On to more purple and abstract pastures. If you've never seen a purple pasture, you obviously have not been looking long enough.
Any ways, I am hopping back on this wagon.
So I've recently had lots of interesting things happen/change/change me.
La de daaa. Winter break ended well. I had a ball the whole time, right on through the new year. I spent new years eve by myself on the couch watching scrubs and psych and eating to many doritos. Before you pity me, this was by choice. I had somewhere to go. I simply did not want to go there. And I was tired. And you know what? The next day I wasn't. Because I did not stay up until dawn. haha.
I am pleased to say that I spent the beginning of the new year having breakfast with Lo, then at Natalie's birthday party. I am not pleased to say that not only did I get pulled over on the way home from natalies, but I also was pulled over the following friday on the way to a Little Mermaid rehersal. Twice in one week. That's right. I am now making a concious effort not to speed/text/eat/change my pants while driving. The roads can be considered safer.
I decided on two colleges to apply to! Baylor and Biola. Both B names. Both far far away. Both warm. Both religious. I know. I didn't see any of those qualifications coming either... It's a total God thing though. I prayed for a clarity and I got it in a very literal way. I still have a little more to turn in to the schools, but I'm not concerned anymore. I know God will put me wherever he wants me next year. I am comfortable in that. Funny thing about my Biola essay. I actually learned alot about myself through writing it. It wasn't hard like I thought it would be, when I finally sat down to write it (and boy oh boy did I procrastinate) the words just sort of flowed out of me. It was basically supposed to be a personal testimony, and it was one. I always thought that would be a hard thing for me to write because of the things that I have encountered in my 17 and a half years, but surprisingly, I am proud of it. Right now I feel like I am growing more spiritually than I have in too long.
I've been going to Christian Fellowship for a few weeks instead of The Chapel, and I like it so much. Everyone is so open and friendly, it's a breath of fresh air.
Friends have been better, but the could certainly be and have been worse.
I have a really light semester of school.
I just got word today that I'll be aiding again for CYT @ School! Cheers for unexpected income.
I am dirt poor and barely scraping by, but I'm happy to have a car.
I got that keyboard for Christmas!
I joined a dance class, am taking PD, and am aiding dance. mmmmm.
Singing is becoming more appealing to me everyday.
It will be warm soon.
You said it Marc Broussard. Things are lookin' up all the time :)
My next thingie will probably be more introspective... but I got a jolt of positivity around the end here, so I decided it's best to go out on a good note. + I'm starved and need some food in my belly.
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