Oh what a time we'll have

I'm not sure about today at all...
I think I didn't like the evening portion.
9:30-3:30 rehersal
3:30-4:30 home and meltdown
4:30-1:00am McGowans
I was lonely in the true sense of the word. Not like ahhh I have no friends and no life I'm going to become a slut.
Lonely:
a. Without companions; lone.
b. Characterized by aloneness; solitary.
2. Unfrequented by people; desolate: a lonely crossroads.
3. Dejected by the awareness of being alone.

I guess I'm starting to get used to that though.

This didn't really have a point.
I just need a break.
And some friends.
And some sleep.
And to be alone but not lonely.
Which is not how I'm presently feeling... you know, incase you missed that.
And I can't find my cellphone.

Also, my vocabulary has really been bothering me.
I don't like saying "oh my life" or "ef my life" or "what is happening to my life"
I'm blessed to have life at all.
I moght need something to remind me of that.
Hopefully it doesn't hurt me.