Who's in?

[editted on 1/20/10]
I've been thinking about relationships alot lately.
On my left hand I really want a boy.
But I know on my right hand (the hand of reason?) I know that I need to learn self control before I go into a relationship. Because I know deep down.... that once I start, I'll have a hard time stopping.(boundaries have never been my strong suit) Ultimately I know God will put the people into my life that he wants to be there, when he wants them there, however I am starting to get impatient. Which is weird kind of. Because I am super single girl usually. I love independence and freedom of all kinds to do what I want when I want to... like I said before, I love to have a good time. But lately? Not so much.
I would like to be protected, and have a person for my own. I'll wait. And I'll try and learn while waiting. But sooner is better than later. You know?

Yeah I guess those are the two biggest things on my mind right now.
I'm trying to make more new friends!
I downloaded 19+ hours of new music yesterday. I think that's really cool.