Sickly update

I am so sick.
I dare say that this is the most miserable cold I've ever had.
ever.



... I just thought I would socument that.
I think every day is getting weirder for me. I'm slowly becoming okay with this. This minor infection of teenage drama. I knew it would happen eventually.
I'll just stay chill.
I have to go back to Jacobs on monday. BOOOOOO. I will be so glad to get out of there.
Likin' John Green books.
Missing Jamie and Er.
Especially Erica.
Just thought I'd throw that out there.
Rehersals are okay.
Amanda Spenner is cool, I like working with her.
Well isn't this just update city.
What else... what else.
Murder she wrote, being sick, slacking on pretty much everything, waiting for the warm weather.
It keeps PRECIPITATING.
Enough already.


well.... I guess that's it.
Adios amigo.

True Colors.

Are... all of these about friendship?
HOW LAME.
"you're lame"
shrek 3 WHAT?

Anyways.
I have two friends.
(shocking, haha.)
Anyways, their relationship used to be very confusing to me. One of them was very hurt by the other, because he kind of just dumped him from best friend-dom without any explanation.
I thought that this was so mean and I couldn't understand it at all.
Until now.
I'm really growing away from my best friend.
I'm not doing it on purpose, but I've recently realized that we aren't true friends.
We talk and all. We talk alot actually.
But she doesn't know me. I know everything about her. But when I'm upset she doesn't notice or when I don't mean something she doesn't realize it. Being together as much as we are I don't understand it, and then I realize, we have no substance.
I don't talk to her when I have problems, maybe that's my fault.
I don't know.
I'm learning who my true friends are, not because I've been stabbed in the back or had friend mamadramalama but becauseI'm finally figuring out who is there for me when I need to chill.

Now I should go do the school I put off all day while I was at Tlapeks.
I'm in Joseph now, I'm a dancer again.
I'm going to try really hard.

Blessings

I am youth.

I don't really have anything to say, I just didn't want this to lag.
+ I'm trying to kill time before I can shower at 2...
For dress rehersal. Which I will probably sit alone at again.
For the better I guess.
Is this what it will be like from now on? By myself now that I can see everyone's true colors? I don't mind, I'd just like too know.

I have a HUGE butt.
haha.
I saw it in the makeup mirror last night and I was like "WHOA"
Just letting you know.
Incase you were wondering, you inatimate object you.

I am going to work so hard to make this show good. Great.
You just wait.