Tuesday, March 24, 2009

True Colors.

Are... all of these about friendship?
HOW LAME.
"you're lame"
shrek 3 WHAT?

Anyways.
I have two friends.
(shocking, haha.)
Anyways, their relationship used to be very confusing to me. One of them was very hurt by the other, because he kind of just dumped him from best friend-dom without any explanation.
I thought that this was so mean and I couldn't understand it at all.
Until now.
I'm really growing away from my best friend.
I'm not doing it on purpose, but I've recently realized that we aren't true friends.
We talk and all. We talk alot actually.
But she doesn't know me. I know everything about her. But when I'm upset she doesn't notice or when I don't mean something she doesn't realize it. Being together as much as we are I don't understand it, and then I realize, we have no substance.
I don't talk to her when I have problems, maybe that's my fault.
I don't know.
I'm learning who my true friends are, not because I've been stabbed in the back or had friend mamadramalama but becauseI'm finally figuring out who is there for me when I need to chill.

Now I should go do the school I put off all day while I was at Tlapeks.
I'm in Joseph now, I'm a dancer again.
I'm going to try really hard.

Blessings

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