In the least rudely meant way possible, my friends are like day old pizza.
Still good so that you'll eat it, but by the end of it you really just wish you could eat something new instead.
What i'm trying to say I think is that I would like to make some new friends. Alot of them. Right now. Jokes feel not funny and way too over used. People's parents are starting to get annoying to me. I feel like I've lost my commonalities, so everyone seems so much more shallow to me. I wish I didn't feel that way, but I really do.
It was especially apparant tonight for me. I went to a costume party and I hadn't realized how boxed in I felt until I had a chance to be around people who I hadn't seen in a long time. Even making new friends felt like a breath of fresh air for me.
Really.
It seems inescapable though, I have two very different groups of friends but I feel trapped with both. Like i'm split in half by two things that don't actually have much to do with me at all.
I just have to take a breath.
Maybe I need a mental health day.
I'm physically and mentally hungry for new friendships.
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